Sunday

तेरे बिन

movie : bas ek pal

Singer: Atif Aslam

Music :

Lyrics:


तेरे बिन मैं यूं कैसे जिया

कैसे जिया तेरे बिन

ले कर यादें तेरी रातें मेरी कटी
मुझसे बातें तेरी
करती है चांदनी
तनहा है तुझ बिन रातें मेरी
दिन मेरे दिन के जैसे नहीं
तनहा है बदन तनहा है रूह
ना मेरी आंखें रहे
आजा मेरे अब रूबरू जीना नहीं बिन तेरे

तेरे बिन मैं यूं कैसे जिया

कब से आँकें मेरी
राह में तेरी बिछी
कब से आँकें मिली
राह में तेरी bichee
भूल से भी कभी तू मिल जाये कहीं
भूले न मुझसे बातें तेरी भीगी हैं हर पल आँकें मेरी

क्यों साँसे लू क्यों मैं jiyun
जीना बुरा सा लगे
क्यों हो गया तू बेवफा मुझको ज़रा बता वजह

तेरे बिन मैं यूं कैसे जिया
कैसे जिया तेरे बिन
तेरे बिन मैं यूं कैसे जिया
कैसे जिया तेरे बिन
तेरे बिन तेरे बिन कैसे जिया

सौ दर्द हैं

Movie : Jaanemann
Singer : Sonu Nigam
Music:

सौ दर्द हैं सौ राहतें
सब मिला दिल नशीं
एक तू ही नहीं..

सौ दर्द है सौ राहतें
सब मिल दिल नशीं
एक तू ही नहीं ...

रुकी रुकी सी ये हवा
और सूखे पत्ते कि तरह
शहर कि सडकों पे मैं
लावारिस उड़ता हुआ
सौ रास्तें ... पर तेरी राह नहीं ...

सौ दर्द है सौ रास्ते
सब मिल दिल नशीं
एक तू ही नहीं ...

बहता है पानी
वक़्त को यूँही रहने दे
दरिया ने करवट ली है तो
साहिलों को सहने दे

सौ हसरतें पर तेरा घाम नहीं

वादा करो नही छोडोगी तुम मेरा साथ..

Movie - Aa gale lag ja - 1973
Singer - Lata Mangeshkar & kishore Kumar
Music - R.D.burman

Mood - Romantic / Happy


वादा करो नही छोडोगी तुम मेरा साथ..
जहा तुम हो.. वहा मैं भी हूँ....
छुओ नही देखो जरा पीछे रखो हाथ..
जवां तुम हो, जवां मैं भी हूँ..


सुनो मेरी जां हसके मुझे ये कह दो
भीगें लबों की नर्मी मेरे लिए हैं
जवां नजर की मस्ती मेरे लिए हैं
हसीं अदा की शौखी मेरे लिए हैं
मेरे लिए ले के आई हो ये सौगात
जहा तुम हो, वहा मैं भी हूँ


मेरे ही पीछे आखिर पडे हो तुम क्यो
एक मैं जवां नही हूँ और भी तो हैं
मुझे ही घेरे आखिर खडे हो तुम क्यो
मैं ही यहा नही हूँ और भी तो हैं
जाओ जाके ले लो जो भी दे दे तुम्हे हाथ
जहा सब हैं, वहा मैं भी हूँ
जवां कई हैं, लेकीन जहां में कोई तुम सी हसीं नही हैं
हम क्या करें
तुम्हे मिलू मैं, इसका तुम्हे यकीं हैं, हमको यकीं नही हैं
हम क्या करें
ऐसे नही भूलो जरा देखो औकात
किसीका तो देना होगा दे दो मेरा साथ
जहा तुम हो, वहा मैं भी हूँ

Saturday

हिन्दी में भी कभी कभी ...

आज से मैं हिन्दी में भी कभी कभी लिखूंगी ... बहुत साल होगये मुझे हिन्दी में लिख कर ॥
Blogger की ये feature अच्छी है। अभी किसी और website में से transliteration करने की कोई ज़रूरत नही है॥

जब मैं चोटी थी ..स्चूल में हिन्दी के essay writing competitions में भी भाग लेती थी॥ लेकिन अभी इतने सालों बाद कुछ मुसीबत सी लग रागी है ..अपने खयालोंको हिन्दी में लिखना॥ शायद सीखूँगी लिखते हुए ॥
हिन्दी मैं जो मैं share करूंगी आपसे॥ वे ज्यादा तर मेरे मंपसंध गानों के lyrics होंगे। कुछ नए और कुछ पुराने गीत ...

Friday

దేశ భాషలందు తెలుగు లెస్స

ఈ రొజు నుండి తెలుగు లో కూడ రాయాలని అనుకుంటున్నాను ఈ పాట తో మొదలు పెడుతున్నాను... ఎవరు రచించినదొ తెలియదు కాని ఈ సందర్భానికి.. బావుందని మీ తో పంచుకుంటున్నను..

చెరకుర సంపన్న ప్రవచింపగ తేనియ జాలు కన్నా...
బాసుర సుధ కన్నా..
తియ్యనగు చూత ఫలంబుల కన్నా...
ఖండ చక్కర రుచి కన్నా...
చాల మధురంబై తోచెడి తెన్గు భాష...అవును రా..
నిజమిట్టి ధాత్రిని కనుంగొనుమయ్య అనుఁగు సొదరా....


మీకు కూడ నచ్చుతుందని, మీ అభిప్రాయము నాతో పంచుకుంటారని ఆశిస్తున్నను...

Thursday

There's a hero..

"There's a hero..
If you look inside your heart
You don't have to be afraid.... Of what you are....

There's an answer....
If you reach into your soul...
And the sorrow that you know.... Will melt away

And then a hero comes along...
With the strength to carry on....
And you cast your fears aside...
And you know you can survive...

So when you feel like hope is gone...
Look inside you and be strong...
And you'll finally see the truth....
That a hero lies in you....

It's a long road....
When you face the world alone...
No one reaches out a hand... For you to hold...
You can find love ....If you search within yourself...
And the emptiness you felt... Will disappear....

And then a hero comes along...
With the strength to carry on....
And you cast your fears aside...
And you know you can survive...

So when you feel like hope is gone...
Look inside you and be strong...
And you'll finally see the truth....
That a hero lies in you...."


These are some words of the song Hero by Mariah Carey.. Definitely inspiring for someone in that situation..

Friday

Why exactly do people blog ?

"What is it about blogging ?? Why do people blog ? Is it an online personal journal ?" - questions posed to me from a dear friend ..

To answer her question, I had this to say : Every person has a different definition of what a/"their own" blog should be like and the contents of it.

Yes, some people make it a place for revelations that the people they are surrounded with, dont know. Some people use it to market themselves to new prospective employers, some people like to share opinions and ideas about things ...and stuff happening in the world..oh and some people try to make some money that way..by just having ads or by marketing their products/ideas.. and then there are also the technical blogs, photography blogs, food blogs and lots n lots of other categories... Its also a way of creating a network of like-minded people you wouldnt otherwise know..

What ever the author's intentions, one thing, I am sure everyone agrees on: - is that its a place to share some kind of information with the world. And that information is sometimes interesting/useful/thought-provoking/entertaining to the reader and sometimes not. For me, its a place to share my thoughts, recipes and some concepts related to my work...And after I have written something, I dont know who reads it or what they think of it. Sure it would be nice for someone else to be interested.. but more than anything else, its fun for me when i come back and read it.. and thats why i do it..

Why did u start blogging ? And what do you get out of it ?

Monday

Keeping in touch...

How hard is it to keep in touch with friends ? Sometimes it may really be the case that there is no way of communicating with them.

Down the road somehow, you hope to get in touch with such long lost friends from school and college. But most times, its just either a phone call or an email away. Life is so busy in this materialistic, mechanical world, that keeping in touch and sharing conversations, doesnt seem to be a huge priority anymore. 24 hours of a day just dont seem to be enough to get all the things done.

True, its hard enough having to juggle with kids,work, home, bills etc...who has time for phone calls and pointless chats ? But is it really a matter of time ? If really "not enough time" is the reason, how are we able to stay up-to-date with whos who in hollywood ? And the best new gadget out there is.. ?

Well, sadly they seem to take up a higher spot on the list than talking to friends.. I guess. Anyway.. friendships are mutual, the relationship will be alive only if both people engage in keeping it so.. and I guess after a while, we become so busy and occupied with the regular things going on in life.. that we dont remember how happy we were before all these responsibilities became a part of us..and forget what it is to have good friends.. and dont care about that anymore.. .or that there are other things in life that give us such pleasure.. that we dont remember about past relationships anymore.. Or am I just thinking too much over this friends thing ?!

Thursday

double entendre

This is an interesting word/phrase I stumbled upon recently.

And it means : ambiguity of meaning arising from language that lends itself to more than one interpretation

E.g: "This straw really sucks" ( meaning a "bad" straw .. or a "good" straw because it sucks well)
one more : "This menu has bugs" (meaning that it offers "bugs" as an option, or that it has "defects")

Do you have more examples ?

Lesser of the two evils

Question : Whats the media buzz about these days ?
Apart from the wars and the subprime mortgage business, presidential candidates and their campaigns seem to be getting a lot of attention.

Actually this post is not about the presidential campaigns or candidates..but about all democratic elections in general.. whether its in the united states or somewhere else in the world.. presidential, state governor or even student council elections.

Excluding a very very very few exceptions(I cannot think of an example now, but like all things, I assume this must have some exceptions too), all of the other election campaingns seem to follow one pattern. Instead of focussing on what they can do "better", they seem to concentrate more on whats "worse" about their opponents. Is it because they lack the good ideas/plans they can talk about ?

Monday

Monday Morning Blues

Its raining cats and dogs and a chilly 29 degrees.. at 6:30 AM ..this morning, I got on my daily bus and noticed a similar expression on almost everyone's face - "I am not happy being here."
Even if the weather wasn't so bad, monday mornings in general seem to be a bit of the "Dont disturb me" days.. Most people seem to be not too excited about it. Is it because they dont like what they would do the rest of the day/week until the next weekend ? Or is it just the start of the routine factor that annoys them ? or may be lack of sleep over the weekend they were planning to catch up on...that they never did due to many social activities. I came into work thinking about it and I have to say everyone here too seems a bit rigid.. and not so approchable.. unlike most of the other days. I guess in my case, its just the start of another busy week.. after a fun/tiring weekend.. and even though I love what I do at work... monday mornings are somehow the most boring time of the week... :(

Do you also suffer from the "Monday Morning Blues" ?

Friday

Creative Expressions..

Most recent attempt .. what do you think ?






Tuesday

Thanksgiving..

This holiday weekend was like no others in the past couple of years.. ! Well.. nothing much but... my little one decided to wake up a little late and that gave me an opportunity to catch up on some sleep :) But thats pretty good .. considering thats hardly an option for me most days. And thats what I am thankful for this time around :)

What does it mean to be rich?

I was listening to a radio programme that spoke about this topic. This is one question everyone seems to have an answer for. Its interesting what people come up with. What is your take on it ?

Monday

What is the cost of freedom ?

Everytime I listen to news that an innocent person has been serving time in jail "by mistake" .. for a crime he/she did not commit, and now being released after many years..due to the results of a DNA test or something like that, I wonder... How much does a person's freedom really cost ? Looks like everyone has a different price tag attached to this question. Does all that compensation make the pain go away.. or get back the lost time. All that money will definitely buy a very good vacation .. But how does anyone come up with a price tag for the lost time or freedom..or the pain and suffering that the person in question went through all the years in the jail and being treated as a criminal for a crime they did not commit ?! And what about the trauma that the family members may have gone through of trust/distrust, humiliation/embarrassment etc. etc. and how frustrating it is to the families of the victims of the actual crime.. to know that the real culprit was never brought to justice in all that time .. ! Sad..but some errors people make are really hard to fix.. !

Wednesday

Distance and relationships

No, I am not talking about romantic/marriage type relationships. But about friends.. the really good ones.. from childhood/school/college ..you grew up together with. I was talking to a friend the other day .. and reading a blog of another.. and its like I hardly know them now. We were best buddies back then. But life has become so different for each of us.. being where we are .. and how far we are.. our interests and priorities have changed , we also have other "significant" people in our lives now that seem to matter more... it almost seems like there arent very many things we share in common anymore. The things that brought us together and made us friends in the first place..seem to be lost somewhere.. Though its kind of hard to accept, distance does change the relationships in ways that are rarely desirable.The very first time I realized this with a very dear friend of mine, I was very disappointed like I had lost something that I could never get back and I did not want to accept it. .. gradually i guess it has sinked in now....

But inspite of all that, I still do feel a strong sense of connection/attachment (not with everyone but very few) and I do remember that feeling of not having to hesitate and the unconditional acceptance.. I got from my dear friends.. from many years ago.. I know they have a different lifestyle, different things they are interested in, we rarely talk.. since all of us are too "busy"for that..I still feel deep in my heart that I know them. I think they feel that with me too.. or atleast I hope they do...

I never really thought much before when someone said they were friends from "X" number of years.. as to what the big deal about it is. Now I know... what the big deal is.. the relationship has survived the test of time.. and they can still connect and relate and laugh about things..share joy and sadness..be there for each other in happy and tough times.. after all these years.. its a true friendship and a real connection.. that doesnt fade with time and survives all obstacles created by life.. and its definitely something precious to have...and celebrate..and feel good about... !

Tuesday

Goodbye Grandma ...

Last week, there was an unexpected turn in my grandma's life..and in ours...She fell and had a brain injury.. I heard about that and felt extremely sad then I remembered all the wonderful things she did for me, all the love she showered on me always unconditionally...I think of all the happy times.. I have had in her presence.... I wish I had spent more time with her..

Right from the moment the first neurologist said "be prepared", we knew it was coming. There was no hope of her being what she was the day before she fell. Now her life is numbered.. either in hours or days or weeks.. This morning, I found out she is no longer alive.The first thing I felt was not sadness.. not disappointment..but a kind of relief. Dont get me wrong. I really love her a lot.. I will miss her very much..But the past one week was very intense suffering for her.. and for everyone watching her suffer ! IT comes as kind of a relief...

From now on..I will not be able to get a hug from her or a tear when I leave her house.. But she will be in my thoughts and in my heart...I'd remember her always as being my favorite grandma.. who was a great cook.. and a wonderful homemaker, the most innocent and the sweetest person I have ever known in my life.. Goodbye Grandma.. I will miss you.

Monday

What is happenning to this world ?!

There isnt one good thing on the news right now, that I can read and feel good about ... OK the redsox win is an exception for their fans I am sure. But, everything else is going so wrong... Terrorist Groups targetting children to be their next "terror delivery method", emergencies in already politically unstable countries, record-high foreclosure rates in the US real estate market, Labor union strikes at companies that are already not doing great , dollar value dwindling and banks in shortage of funds.. I can go on an on..with this list.. But yet inspite of all this, some how, media and news are still surrounded around things that are not important to most people on this earth. Why should I care "How much Britney Spears spends on her clothes every month" ? Who cares what she does with her money and her life.. ok.. may be some people do. But thats not even close to the number of people who care about their home values going down ? or even the number of people whose lives have been devastated due to wild fires in california.. But still, there it is, the news about her each and every day as one of the headlines along with the "other stuff".. How can a news about a celebrity be on the same scale ? Are people more interested in reading about such things than the real issues in the world right now ? Or is it becoz they have so much frustration about the every day life that this is a form of entertainment to them ? I dont know..

Wednesday

Planning a kid's birthday party

Planning a kid's birthday party

1. Is the child old enough to tell you what and how it should be ? If yes, include the birthday child in the party planning process. If not quite so old yet, think about his/her interests? And start from there.
2. What kind of a party do you want to have ?

3. Where do you want to have it ? At home/ indoor/outdoor play areas / parks / banquet halls

4. How many guests do you intend to have ? Outside venues have restrictions on guest count, so make sure you are aware of that before inviting people

5. Are the kids' parents going to be there too ?

6.What kind of food items are you going to serve ? Are you going to cater outside or prepare your self ?

7. Invitations and Thank you cards. Are you planning to have them ? If yes, send the invitations well in advance so there is enough time to send an rsvp back.

8. Photos and Videos. Make sure someone is incharge of capturing the moments of the day in photos and videos.

Thursday

Why is my blog frozen in time ?

Well now, its not frozen anymore since I decided to post this :) anyway.. usual stuff going on keeping me busy. Thats my reason/excuse.. Has not been a priority I guess.. is the right answer. I hope to be better about this....some day..

Monday

Life without internet !

I cant imagine my life without internet , email or even without google for that matter.

Anything I want to know about .. .hmm.. closest chinese restaurant to my home, hmm.. whats the cost of a refrigerator.. where can I buy the cheapest TV.. What is the true meaning of Psyche ? Whats the scoop on Tom Cruise these days ? How good is the new Harry Potter movie.. ? Well .. Think of all the businesses that wouldnt be running. Can you imagine a world without online shopping, without online news, gosh.. I cant think there is way too much to put.

If writing letters was the only way to keep in touch with people who live geographically far from me, I dont think I would have kept in touch with more than 2 or may be 3 of my good friends. Not that I dont want to.. but its just too much to think, write, post, wait for a reply etc. etc. Thanks to the inventors of web email. Keeping in touch has become so much easier !! Inspite of this, I still do have many pending replies to send, ..and many excuses I make.. Wonder how our parents managed to keep in touch with their friends from high-school !!

How did people live before the internet ?! How our lives would have been without it now !! I think its the greatest invention ever made in the recent years ! I really cannot imagine having to live without it !! Can you ?

Friday

Triumph and Defeat

Have you ever been in hard situations..(really hard ones) in life ? Are you one of those happy-go-lucky types .. that always have been fortunate somehow.. or been at the right place at the right time and never had to go through any of life's obstacles ? If you are the second kind.. you am not sure if you would find any "real" sense in the words below.. but all of the others, do read on..

Below is a poem by Rudyard Kipling, that a good friend of mine shared.. that I want to share here..

IF you can keep your head when all about you
Are losing theirs and blaming it on you,

If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you,
But make allowance for their doubting too;

If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,
Or being lied about, don’t deal in lies,
Or being hated, don’t give way to hating,
And yet don’t look too good, nor talk too wise;

If you can dream - and not make dreams your master;

If you can think - and not make thoughts your aim;

If you can meet with Triumph and Disaster
And treat those two impostors just the same;

If you can bear to hear the truth you’ve spoken
Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,
Or watch the things you gave your life to, broken,
And stoop and build ‘em up with worn-out tools;

If you can make one heap of all your winnings
And risk it on one turn of pitch-and-toss,
And lose, and start again at your beginnings
And never breathe a word about your loss;

If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew
To serve your turn long after they are gone,
And so hold on when there is nothing in you
Except the Will which says to them: ‘Hold on!’

If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue,‘
Or walk with Kings - nor lose the common touch,i
f neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you,
If all men count with you, but none too much;

If you can fill the unforgiving minute
With sixty seconds’ worth of distance run,
Yours is the Earth and everything that’s in it,
And - which is more - you’ll be a Man, my son!

Psyched ?

Are you psyched about the upcoming test ? Are you psyched about wearing that new dress you just bought ? Are you psyched about the movie you are going to watch with your friends tomorrow ? What do you understand when I ask you these questions ?

Question : What does the word "Psyched" mean to you ?

Answer: If you thought "Psyched" meant excited, you would be surprised to read the meaning from the webster dictionary. If you thought it meant scared, then.. watch out there may be other people around you using it to mean "excited" !! I just discovered that a couple of days ago that this word is used by different people in different ways... Wonder how many such other words there are !!

Ah !! the English Language..

Saturday

Why Fairy Tales ?

Why are young girls taught to dream about a knight in the shining armour..riding a beautiful white horse.. who will come your way and pick you up to take you to the world of joy and wonder.. one who loves you unconditionally.. for who you are? There are innumerable movies based on that idea.. and many many cultural references to it.. Why do love stories always end up as "happily ever after.." ? Does it really happen in life ?

I guess by now you must be thinking that I am in a considerably bad mood today.. Ok.. before you go on assuming what must have happenned etc., ..Let me warn you nothing exciting really.. Sorry to be a spoil-sport but all I did was watch a movie.. where the heroine's friend offers some practical advice(to the heroine) about choosing the life partner ..and how it works for the Indian girls. And I had to shed some more light on the topic.. may be..intended for all those dreamers..to wake up and be practical.. On the same topic, I picked up this quote somewhere.. Ideal soul-mates do exist in an ideal world... but to search for the ideal in the real world.. means you are not dealing with your life in an ideal manner.. So, nothing or no one is ever perfect. Try to accept that, and work with the differences and who knows.. your life might infact turn into a wonderful dream like saga..of love...

Monday

A Million Dollar Question

Think about it.. !! What would you do if you had a million dollars ?

Buy a large house, a cool convertible, have parties and buy nice clothes ? Or will you put it all in the bank ? What would you do ? Or do you need a few minutes to answer the question so that you can think up something ? Do you see what I am getting at ? What is your "Financial" lifestyle ? Are you living today ?? or living for tomorrow ? or are you planning now to be able to live tomorrow ? Because you are saving, do you stop living now, save each and every penny, compromise on all wishes ?? Or do you satisfy all your wishes now and spend everything you have now, and suffer the consequences in future. .. If u dont plan ur future, you may not have one.. and if you dont live your present, then you may not really understand how to live even in your future. I am not quite sure what my plan is but one thing i do know is that I am not giving up on one for the other.. I believe there should be a balance...

Saturday

Language and Accent

Is there a right or wrong accent ? What you are used to is what sounds good ? or is it something else ? Do you decide not to talk to someone because you dont understand their accent and so, cant really communicate well with them ? or do you figure where they come from and are not interested anymore ? Lets consider the English language. American or British ?

Wednesday

A Celebration Of Being Alive

Back when I was in school, my birthday was the most special day of the year for me.I looked forward to the day each and every year. There were so many perks being "the birthday girl" not only at home but at school too.Instead of the usual navy/white uniform, you were allowed to wear whatever you liked.It was the only day you could wear nail polish, let your hair down, wear high heels or whatever..Not only that but we could also pass up the homework from the previous day :) You had total immunity that day.. My parents always had a wonderful party for me and all my friends came over. It was the only school-day that I was allowed to stay up a little late too :) Oh so much fun !

I never really met anyone that didn't enjoy their birthday..up until a couple of years ago. Why would anyone not like to celebrate their birthday? .. More recently I was talking to someone about this very same topic and this time I just couldnt be without thinking into it.. I guess for some its candles and cake..fun and friends, for some its the thought of growing old (I am pretty sure no one is happy about aging), for some it is way too embarrassing to be in the spotlight, and for some its just another day of the year it has always been. So, What is so special about it anyway ? Why do people celebrate birthdays ? I was thinking about this, when suddenly I remembered something..a little bit out-of-context.

Long long ago when I was in middle school, we had an essay in the English textbook titled : "In Celebration of Being Alive". I am not able to recollect the whole story now, but all I remember is that the story was very touching.. very sad.. but happy too..and it left a lasting influence on my mind. I had to read it again.. I tried looking up on the Internet and after some frantic searching, found just one entry from another person's blog that spoke about the exact same essay. The setting was that of a hospital dorm full of children. Most of the kids are suffering from life-threatening health problems. Waiting to be treated.. waiting for a donor.. or some waiting for death to come..with no more treatment options left.. The doctor walks in and is surprised to see all of them happy. A blind boy and his disabled friend(who doesn't have a leg) are playing the push-cart game. The blind boy is pushing the cart on which the disabled boy is seated and is steering it as well as guiding the blind boy. ..The boys are having a lot of fun moving across the room..while the rest of the crowd cheers them.

This scene..as i visualized in my mind while thinking about it, gave me my answers..Its is not about what happened in one's life before or whats to come in future.. but, about the life we have now..at this very moment.. all the great pleasures that we are able to enjoy..today..the sound of the rain, the scent of the flowers...the warmth of the sun and the beauty of the mountains.. all those magnificient things.. just because we are still alive. Now, THAT is definitely an occasion to celebrate.Isn't it.? And so, ..the day, when your life came into existence....years ago ..becomes significant every year for...... "A Celebration Of Being alive.." !

Tuesday

Why Blogging ?

Do you have a blog ? If yes .. then why do u blog ?

For me its a way of putting out my thoughts out in words.. without having to worry about whether the listener would be interested or having to think twice about whether its the right thing to say..or not. Its also a way of sharing my interests with someone else out there somewhere..

Whatz in it for you ?

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